Oh
how I wish everyone would understand the power of thought. As I continue to
grow and learn in my daily meditations I become increasingly aware of the fact
that thoughts are living things.
This is a revelation that can transpire amazing thoughts into
works of beauty to be shared with the world around us.
Me at age 5. |
Today
I woke very early and began a meditation right at dawn. I love this peaceful
time when the world is not quite awake. The room was dark and I was able to
find my island of peace. I found myself in a room that was my childhood home.
There were some people moving objects as if they were preparing for a festival
or party. I think they were workers as some seemed to wear uniforms. It was my
home as I remembered it. (This house has since been demolished and I was able
to view it through my childhood eyes.) As I stood in this space every sensory
of my childhood awoke in me. That overall feeling of being there as a young
girl. I watched as the men began to uncover a large framed piece of artwork.
They took off the covering and I knew instantly that this was something that
was being restored for a type of anniversary. I am not sure what the
anniversary was but I was aware that it was a special gift.
Me as a baby. |
Everything
about this space reflected the exact colors and smells of my childhood. I
watched them lift a dusty fabric covering to reveal a very large black and
white photo collage. I felt myself gasp in surprise as I studied this amazing
imagery before me. I saw a collection of photos of my family. The edges looked
cracked and tattered. I saw a photo of me whispering into my sister's ear and I
looked to be 4 or 5. I was wearing a black party dress with white dress socks
and black patent leather shoes. My hair was flying in the photo as if it was a
freeze frame of my head turning quickly to tell my sister something special. I
looked at the other images of my brothers and sisters all as tiny children and
my heart began to swell. I then saw my grandmother in a familiar casual pose
leaning against a doorframe with one hand on her hip watching us play. She
looked so beautiful ... so real that I felt I could hug her. I looked below her
and saw my Uncle Harry a man that was ever present in our home as he truly was
my father's best friend. He was smiling and looked so happy and I instantly
remembered his laughter. I was aware that they had all passed on and that this
was a collection of special memories all brought together...for me.
I
finished my meditation and reflected on this amazing journey. Those images,
especially the one of me whispering are not actual photographs that I have ever
seen. My parents did not take many photos as I don't think they owned a camera until I was in
my teens. Relatives I suppose gave some to us, but there are few of me as a
baby and only a couple of me that are nestled in posed photos amongst my siblings. How could I see so clearly images captured in an instant, what
triggered a spark in my mind that could bring these thoughts so beautifully to
my awareness? It wasn't that the photos themselves were unusual; it's the
overwhelming feeling of love they evoked, that brought me to tears. This
unlocked a part of my heart that I didn't realize I carry with me.
Family group shot |
It
is with this love and these thoughts that I want to surround myself daily. How
tender and precious are the people we share this journey with. Even as I start
my day today I can make an effort to tell the family I hold so dear... they are
loved - right now - today.
Each
time I meditate I have no idea where it will lead me. The images that were
pulled from the corners of my mind were given to me as a gift. I accept them
freely and only hope that I can spread this tremendous wealth that resides in
my heart with others. Keeping in mind that thoughts are living things, we can
send our thoughts of love outward truly sharing our heart. I am thankful for
this meditation today as it is a reminder that I can quietly go behind the
scenes and uncover memories that stay hidden and expose them and bask in their
loving warmth. You can too.
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